Side by side
Posted at 12:27 PM

03/04/2005 This is the closest i got to him... he was sitting right beside me, to my left... thats enough to make me be so happy... i dont ask too much... he is just an inspiration... a very inspiring inspiration... enough to brighten up a gloomy day... i just love looking at that cute face... nothing more... -03/02/2005-

I love you Honey ko...
Posted at 12:05 PM

Love Moves In (Mysterious Ways)

Who'd have thought
This is how the pieces fit?
You and I
Shouldn't even try making sense of it

I forgot
How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons
but I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows
Love is just a chance we take
We make plans
But then love demands a leap of faith


So hold me close
And never let me go
'Cause even though we think we know
which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Like the ticking of the clock
two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand
the ways it's done

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways
Love moves in mysterious ways

i miss you so much...
Love Moves In (Mysterious Ways)

The CD...
Posted at 11:50 AM

"Make Me Whole"
AMEL LARRIEUX LYRICS

Darling I want you to listen
I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right
And I don't think there's anything missing
Cause a person like you, made it easy to do
I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers
They told you about me, said you're just what she needs
And I find myself thanking your mother
For giving birth to a saint
My spirit flies when I say your name
If there's one thing that's true
It's that I was born to love you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams
Come true over and, over again
And I honestly truly believe
You and me are written in the stars
I live my whole life through
To giving thanks to you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

mmmwwwuuuaaahhh!!!

Back in Each Other's Arms
Posted at 01:40 PM

It was a big surprise, a great big surprise... he's here... he's back... my prayers have been answered... and im so happy... going the right way did me good... correction, best...

Its Sat, 12 Mar 2005 10:17:24 -0800 (PST)... when the email came in... i thought i was dreaming but i was not... he's back and we'll be seeing each other very soon... i dont care if i'll be out of sleep... it doesnt matter, as long as im spending time with the love of my life, i'll be up and awake...

I missed him so much and he says he missed me too... he says that i have no reason to worry about our relationship going nowhere because he had been faithful all the time that we have been apart... im so touched... and i believe him... i love him so much and i love him more and more... its a great feeling... this is love...     

Destiny...
Posted at 12:53 PM

Im so happy... very happy... we were together since 1 to 9:30 on Sunday... we had lunch at SM North then strolled for a while... then we went to this place and stayed together from 3 til 7... im so happy just to have him beside me... i want him so much and i love him so much... i was asking him not to go back to the states anymore but he says it cant be... he has to go on thursday... and i know im gonna be sad again... but he wants us to spend quality time together, so we'll try our best despite his short stay... i love him, i love him, i love him... and im so sure of it now...

We had dinner together at Eastwood before he let me got to work... he met a few of my friends here... im so proud of him... we'll be seeing each other again on tuesday... and im so looking forward to it...      

The Promise...
Posted at 02:28 PM

That was tuesday night, march 15, our last night together before he flies back to CA... im both happy and sad...

we were together from 10pm til 7am of the next day... just the 2 of us in each other's arms... kissing, hugging, talking, laughing, sleeping... we made sure we'll have quality time together...

there was no telling of when he'll be coming back... he has to work... save money... i asked him what his plans for us were... told him how hard it would be waiting for no one... i told him i would not want him to promise me something he doesnt mean...

he says i would just have to put everything in his hands... trust him... and everything will be alright... he will try to come back sometime within the year... and in about 2 years we'll be living together...

he said that he had always been faithful since we got back together again... and i dont have to worry about anything... that we both learned from our mistakes and that it will never happen again... he'll be in touch through email, ym, and aim...

he took videos of us together and he said he will keep those and bring it with hm so he can look at us when he feels sad... he already had some photos of us taken when he went here in october but he wants updated ones...

i trust him... and i know that our love is lovelier the second time around... i love him so much... i dont want him to go but we have no choice... we would just need to wait for the time when we can live together... 2 years isnt that long... we will make it... God bless us...

i love you honey ko... i love you so much...