Sumthin' new in my life...
Posted at 02:31 PM

I have a new inspiration... wala lang... just to keep myself smiling once in a while because of that kilig factor... he's really noticeable coz he's tall and lean... he looks really cool and he rides a motorbike...

I dunno how and when it all started... as far as i can remember, he's the guy that i always catch myself in a gaze-lock with... that's how we were for several weeks... i dont wanna assume anything but that's how it really was, and even now that we already know each other, we still find ourselves gazing at each other, and we dont seem to get bothered with it...

A couple of weeks back, he started asking me if i have a celfone charger, over the divider, almost everyday, even if he already knows that i dont have one... then one day, when he asked again, i decided to borrow one so i can lend it to him... now, when he returned it, that's when he asked for my name and introduced himself as *****...

Since then, the usual gaze-lock gets spiced up with a simple greeting, not just a hi or hello, but something that would have led to a nice chat if it werent for the calls that we're handling... too bad we never got to really talk... but im glad with the way things are... at least i have gotten my self a new friend...

     

Til There Was You

Sweet Sweet Love...
Posted at 09:58 AM

Day before I got this was one of those days when I felt really sad and neglected... I was missing him so much and I was on my edge coz I felt like our relationship was going nowhere... But what I got in response to my e-mail to him really comforted me... And I knew then that I would just have to be more patient and understanding...

"lam ko na unfair tlaga sa side mo ang pag hihintay... pero pinapangko ko sau na na babalik ako... ok.. magsasama tayong dalawa... kahit sino pa ang tumutol tayo pa rin... gusto ko tayong dalawa lang... at aalagaan kita... gagawin ko lahat para hindi ka na masaktan uli... basta promise mo lang na magpapakabait ka... hehehehehe!"

This like, made all the doubts and uncertainty vanish... Im sure I love him, and nothing will change it whether he tells me that or not... But getting that assurance from him is different... It made me feel like he was just close by... and that the waiting will end sooner...

A long distance relationship is not really easy to handle... temptations come... and doubt eats trust... but if love is really there, its easier to fight them all off... I love him and that was enough... I just know we'll make it through...

            

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